Fear is a funny thing, no?
Only emotion I can think of that you can not be aware of.
It disguises itself. Hides behind other moods.
Sadness, indifference, needy, Denial or in my case anger.
Realized it last night.
Was talking on the phone and it hit me.
Had the shakes I did.
Even said so on the phone. Which tells you how shaken up I was. Me telling shit like that over the phone. Hell, even in person. I'd deny it to your face if I had to.
Not this time though.
My ramblings the other night eased(?) my mind enough to let me sleep. More likely it just tired me out, allowing me to sleep.
This time, I just rambled on the phone.
Just knowing that I was bothered by my forthcoming results, eased me somewhat.
The phone call cheered me up more than it would have, if I had not come to that realization.
But then again, Caw is good at doing that.
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Oh really? Someone cheered you up? How did that someone sccomplish that????
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